Atleast i'm Trying

This may be the start of something. Hello people. Oh wow even in the introduction i'm boring. An introduction is supposed to be the most interesting,  grappling,   having you craving for more, but, nah. It be like this sometimes. On the 20th of October 2019, I, who at this time shall not be named, have decided to somewhat try and update blog stuff here, huzzah! The reason for this is because I want to turn over a new. I want to blurt out raw feelings that give me color. I want to show to whoever may read this, who I really am. There's no holding back. Wish me the best ;) xx a person who has an unhealthy obsession with capybaras :3

I'm gonna go straight to the point, so yeah cut the chit chat. Arriving at KDU, wow private colleges are fancy. Always always always come earlier than when is expected to account for traffic jams, kesesatan, and to hilangkan all that gabra that comes with attending interviews. Attire   I wore a white kemeja, slacks, blazer and bawal. Honestly, in my point of view, what you wear doesn't matter. A lot of my friends who got in wore baju kurung to the interview, but if it makes you feel more confident, then go for it! I definitely liked wearing slacks more because pants and it made me feel more put together :) Morning session  After briefing and getting name tags, we headed to the computer lab to take the cambridge tests. A tip would be to revise before hand. Definitely go through the things that they email you about the tests and do some practice online. That helped me a lot. It wasn't hard hard but it wasn't easy either. Medium la and it's all in English huh...

Application Process I was confused to apply to Jpa or Jpa mara because you could only pick one. After thinking it through, asking adults and such i applied for the Jpa-Mara scholarship in Sains & Teknologi (kolej teknologi timur) Arrival Okay, our year we had to wear t-shirt warna gelap, tracks and sport shoes. Dont panic they arent any physical tests at all phew. It was only to mudahkan pergerakan pelajar, supaya lebih selesa. I was put into Kelompok 1 which was the morning session. The morning session consisted of applicants from Kelompok 1 and 2 and there was ramaaai orang, dalam 80 lebih. Eventhough i was in Kelompok 1, my iv session started at 12:00 pm. I arrived at 7:40, which meant 4+ hours of borak-ing with the people next to me, it was fun really, i always loved a good chat. Wait for them to call your name and assign your number cards, this would be your identity throughout the interview sessions. Make sure its visible for the panelists to jot down marks. Interv...

Note that this is not a scholarship, tapi its a pinjaman boleh ubah (PBU)  Note, im not exactly sure about mara's pbu so please dont ask me hehe uwu I applied for A Levels at GMI, to further studies in Germany in engineering Okay, memang satu semenanjung pusat interview dia dekat Kolej Politek Mara Bangi, So yang jauh jauh semua akan turun ke bangi untuk interview ni, for our year. For pakaian, cause im a girl i shall speak for the ladies hehe, ok hari iv ni panas so, i suggest pakai baju kurung yang tak tebal, or if youd like kemeja and blazer pon ok je, bag letak luar so tak kisah sangat bag apa, and make sure bawak the documents, tapi kalau tertinggal pon its okay nanti pegawai mara tu bagitahu apa nak buat. The early bird gets the worm or in our case, kalau nak balik awal datang awal. Sebab memang ramai yang akan attend iv ni, and you pon tanak lengah, i arrived on the 10 mins early and barely made the first session for interviews,  Jangan risau kalau la...

My very personal experience with applying, prepping up and experiencing Ok sebenarnya tujuan utama blog ni untuk para lepasan SPM yang nak pengalaman interview interview (walaupun aku bukannya pergi banyak pon haha) tapi alhamdulillah ada la jugak. Sebab myself pon banyak baca blog orang lain sebab i was super super anxious, so i hope this helps someone out there hi hehe. For reference, i was a science stream student; Bio, Phy. Add etc. and got  8A+ 1A (English) for SPM 2018 Ok so i applied for a lot of scholarships, like most spm leavers and antaranya: JPA MARA MARA  Petronas Khazanah Global Bank Negara  Tenaga Nasional Telekom Sime Darby Shell Nampak je macam banyak tapi in reality i only got called for 4, which was the former four (Jpa mara, mara, petronas, khazanah) Ok bank negara tu memang tak dapat sebab i rasa my essay tak power haha, memang tak tera buat essay pon, but mungkin jugak sebab my course yang i apply dah cukup quota? i heard some...